Close to God

Today I had my first session of chemo. I really feel quite scared.
The needle was so big. I felt the pain but God feels more pain than me. He had needled on the crossed on His hands and His blood folws to heal us and wash our sins.
I can feel that He is with me.

A news I get

I went to collect my result today. The doctor broke a new to me...I got beast cancer. What a big joke that God break to me?
To my surprise. I did not have any reaction. When the doctor said that I needed to go for an operation, I just agreeded.
In my heart, I know that since I had it I faced it. I had faith in my God. He will heal me.